Wandering in the sea of love, my journey of affection

 

I, an ordinary office worker, have always believed that love is like the magic of fate, and I never know when it will come.

I still remember it was a sunny weekend. I went to an outdoor picnic organized by a friend. Everyone sat around together, laughing and chatting. At that moment, she appeared, like a gentle ray of light. Her name was Xiaoyan. She was wearing a simple white dress and her eyes curved when she smiled. It immediately touched my heart. We sat aside chatting and found that we both liked watching old movies. I enjoy daydreaming in the coffee shop in the afternoon. That kind of tacit understanding is just like knowing each other for a long time.

After the picnic, we started to keep in touch frequently. Every day when I got off work, what I looked forward to most was chatting with her and sharing the trivialities of the day. Once, she fell ill with a fever. I hurriedly bought some medicine and rushed to her home. Seeing her weak appearance, I felt extremely heartbroken. I took care of her, cooked her light porridge and chatted with her until her fever went down. At that moment, I knew I really fell in love with her.

Finally, on a starry night, I gathered my courage to confess my love to her. My palms were sweating from nervousness and I stammered out what was on my mind. She looked at me, her eyes full of smiles, and nodded gently in agreement. At that moment, my world lit up. That sweet feeling was just like eating the sweetest candy.

During the days of our love, we would go to watch the sunrise together. We would get up in the early hours of the morning and rush to the top of the mountain. As the sun slowly rose and its golden rays fell upon us, we hugged each other tightly. At that moment, I felt that time had stood still for us. We would also have small quarrels over what to eat, but every time I would admit my mistake first. After all, I couldn’t bear to see her unhappy.

Life is not always smooth sailing. Xiaoyan’s job suddenly changed. She was going to be transferred to another city. This news was like a bolt from the blue. We all fell into pain and confusion. During that period, our relationship was no longer as easy and happy as before, and there were more quarrels.

“I don’t want to be apart from you. Is there no other way?” ” I said to her anxiously. This is a great opportunity. I don’t want to give it up. Why don’t you understand me? Xiaoyan’s eyes were brimming with tears. We both felt that the other didn’t understand us, and the conflict grew deeper and deeper. Finally, after a fierce quarrel, we said we wanted to break up.

After the breakup, I lived in a daze. Every corner was filled with our memories. Seeing those, my heart ached as if it had been torn apart. I began to reflect on myself, wondering if I had been too selfish and not considered her dreams.

A few months later, I decided to go and find her. I bought a train ticket and came to the city where she lived. When I stood downstairs of her company and saw her, my heart started beating wildly again. She had lost weight and there was exhaustion in her eyes. Xiaoyan. I called her softly. She turned her head, her eyes full of surprise. “I’ve figured it out. I shouldn’t have stopped you from pursuing your dreams. I want to start anew and face the future with you.” ” I gathered my courage to speak my mind. Xiaoyan’s eyes glistened with tears. She came over and hugged me. This time, we no longer run away but embrace each other tightly, facing the unknown of the future together. In this sea of love, although our journey of affection is full of twists and turns, I believe that as long as we hold hands, we can keep going.